What to do?

"I Just don't know what to do with myself" - Dunno but someone did a good cover recently. I really don't know what to do with myself. The oppressiveness of my job and this town is really getting to me and I wish I lived in the city again. I miss so much about it I can't really stand this existence. All the things I thought were so good about the country now seem annoying and lame. Except the birds, I love hearing the birds first thing in the morning and I love that it is pretty but I think the city is pretty too. I think I want to study nutrition. I want to leave my job but they would be devo'ed if I did and I don't want to deal with that yet. I need to go party like nothing on earth. I need to dance and stroll down busy streets and hear buskers and the noise of people in motion.